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To Teabag or not to Teabag

I am back from the holiday hiatus! It took me quite a while to adjust into this new year and find a good rhythm but now I am here again and I want to talk about the teabag. The iconic disgracing of your killed opponent is done by a quick succession of crouch and stand on their body, preferably the head. Reminds you of dipping a tea bag into a cup, hence the word teabag. Just yesterday I was teabagged while playing an Arena Slayer match. I was furious. I felt like he had no right to do the teabag on me. He didn’t do anything great, just managed to kill me. I told my bf and he was like, ok who’s this piece of shit, we’ll teabag the shit out of him. We did exactly that. Like the worst douchebags we both teabagged this guy constantly. After the game I took a look at the stats and saw how much better we had been than him and his team. Then I felt really bad about our behavior. And it got me thinking about when teabagging is actually a valid and ok thing to do. Here is my opinion:

When it is ok:

  • When you defeat an opponent with a ground pound after he unsuccessfully tried it on you beforehand. Meaning whenever you defeat your opponent with his own ‚weapons‘. Not sure if I am making myself clear here.
  • When you kill a camper. Really, you can just sit on his face for a long while for all I care.
  • When you defeat a team of 4 with only 2.
  • When you are out of tactics and you want to try the ‚I’ll make you so mad you will run blindly into the fight‘ tactic.
  • When its your friend. After every kill if you want to.

I am not sure if teabagging is ok when you are not as good as your opponent, but finally manage to kill him. I don’t think it is…

I almost never teabag anyone really. I might do the punch on the body when I am very hyped about my skill and it was a close fight. When I think about it I only teabag when I was teabagged beforehand. What I really love though, is when you get teabagged and the dude is teabagging the ground next to you. Like come on! Do it right! ON THE BODY. ON THE BODY.

On that note: Happy teabagging folks.

P.S. Say teabag one more time, one more fucking time…


I played – Firewatch

Since I don’t only play Halo I want to add game reviews and recommendations of other games I played to this blog. Mix things up a little. I just finished playing Firewatch, so here we go!

Firewatch is kind of an adventure game with an interactive story. The protagonist, Henry, starts a job as a Firewatcher…is that a word? Well you know what I mean. It’s 1989 in the Wyoming National Forest.

The game has a very emotional beginning but I don’t want to give away anything of the story. You establish Henrys backstory with choosing from 2-3 different story options. Just one example: Your wife wants a dog. It can be either a german Sheperd or a Beagle. I chose the Beagle because it says she loves it. My boyfriend said he would’ve picked the Sheperd, so he can protect her. The decisions you make don’t really affect the game itself but it’s a nice touch.

The beginning really brought me to tears and I was sucked into the game immediately. You start in the forest and instantly meet Delilah who talks to you via walkie talkie. She will become your guide throughout the story in giving you several tasks and overall talking to you while you run around solving problems. At first you do small things like finding a supply cache or looking into some disturbance. You are equipped with a map and compass to find your way through the wilderness. The controls are pretty easy and I used the map quite often. The whole game has an orangey tint, as if there was a constant sunset and the landscape is just beautiful.

Soon the game changes. Mysterious things happen and Henry and Delilah try to find out what is behind all this. I won’t get into the story any further in case you want to give this game a try.

I can highly recommend this game. The story isn’t very long and it is something different than your shooter or RPG. I wish there would’ve been more music because when there was music it was beautiful and well placed.

Firewatch first came out in February on Playstation 4 and then in September on Xbox One. It costs around 20 $ but I think I got it cheaper on some Xbox One sale. The studio behind this lovely game is Campo Santo.



Halo 15th Anniversary – Yo, you hit puberty

I can’t believe that I have been playing Halo for close to 15 years now. I can’t believe that the game that has influenced my whole life in ways I could never have imagined, is 15 years old. 15 YEARS! And to me, it still plays like it is brand new.

Today is November 15th 2016 and exactly 15 years ago, on November 15th 2001, Halo: Combat Evolved was released along with the first ever Xbox. Right now I am celebrating this beautiful day by listening to the epic music of Halo. Check the link below if you are in the mood for some Martin O’Donnell tunes:

Listen and marvel at the greatness that is Halo’s music.

Here in Germany the Xbox was released in March 2002, so that’s why my Halo journey started a few months later. But it started. And it continues to this day. Halo is as big a part of my life as is food or my friends. It has impacted so massively that I’m still in awe. I have made friends in different parts of the world, I have traveled to L.A. and attended Halo Fest and I had a film team from 343 in my house to shoot a feature about me. The last two events were the absolute highlight to me. I still feel so honored and grateful. My house is filled with tons of collectibles, I am running this blog about Halo, I run the Girls Love Halo Instagram account and I read everything I find about the lore. Halo is everywhere in my life. On top of this, my fiancee and I thought about naming our daughter Cortana. Don’t worry though, we only thought about it. The passion for Halo has always bonded us. In fact, my fiancee, Alex, introduced me to the game in the first place. So I will forever be thankful to him for doing so. The rest of my family thinks I am crazy. Most of my friends think I am crazy. But that is completely fine.

I am very emotional right now. Maybe I should turn down this music? Nah, it just brings up so many beautiful memories.

I want to give thanks to Halo now. I want to give thanks to Bungie and to 343. I want to give thanks to the Halo community, for I am not alone in my praise for this game. The ever lasting love for Halo is real people. It’s the realest shit you’ll see.

Thank you Halo.

For letting me feel.

For letting me fight.

For letting me evolve with you.


Map Rotation on Halo 5 – Plaza where are you?

I have two favorite Halo 5 Slayer maps: Plaza and Coliseum. I love both so much, but my all time favorite would be Plaza though. It plays perfectly. If I could play it that is. Somehow this particular map is hardly ever in my map rotation. Just yesterday my boyfriend and I played for maybe 2-3 hours. Guess what? Not once did we get to play on Plaza.


I miss my Plaza. Give me my Plaza.

The Halo Community – Instagram accounts

When I planned this article I thought it would be the easiest thing ever. I’m actively involved in the Halo Instagram community since early 2013. So naturally I thought ‚hey, that’ll be easy‘.

Ummm, nope. There are so many Halo accounts nowadays, I only know half of them I guess. So how can I give an objective opinion on who should be mentioned here? I can’t and I won’t. I didn’t do it with the podcasts and I won’t do it with Instagram. This is my blog and my opinion. Subjective.

So here are my favorite Halo blogs:

The Halo Diaries – This girl has humor. I have been following her since forever and I always find myself laughing at her funny posts. She is a huge Halo fan and has quite a lot of figures which she arranges in awesome pictures. Please go follow.

She Wolf – Another girl…yes another talented girl. She Wolf is probably one of the best screenshot artists I know. She has such an eye for beauty and I highly recommend to follow her.

Halo Classics – A swedish screenshot artist who has way too few followers in my opinion. He does Halo screenshots, but also posts other gaming related stuff.

Halo Highlights – Brandon has quite a big account and he deserves it. You’ll find beautiful arranged screenshots and other Halo content.

Lady Vanquish – Kristen is a professional Halo player and features amazing gameplay. You will get jealous I promise.

Halo Scotland – Scottish gentleman and amazing screenshot artist.

Halo Drawing – As the name may hint, here you can find beautiful Halo drawings.

Vicapx – Fellow german girl and very talented artist.

Exiled Regiment – Another awesome screenshot account.

FY117 – She knows Halo. She just knows. Loyal Halo fan who loves Halo lore.

Kitkatgoose – Kaitlin is a beautiful cosplayer. So cute.

Tico – Amazing screenshot artist.

Strandy 42 – Megabloks Enthusiast and photographer.

Rlydrawing – Draws the most beautiful Halo stuff.

The Halo World – General Halo content. Been following for ages and I know why.

Spartan Jess – Halo fanatic. Loves Halo lore, collecting Halo stuff and is a passionate gamer. I’ve known her forever.

Ashli – Another woman who knows how to play. She is sooooo good at Halo it’s amazing! Super friendly person as well.


My dear friends and fellow Fotus Mafia clan members. (Not only Halo content):

Vexing Lotus – Lily posts what Lily wants. And she is amazing. Just recently I decided to quit our screenshot account Our love 4 Halo. We were doing it for 3 years but I lost my enthusiasm and decided to only concentrate on my Girls love Halo account. So yeah, now Lily made our account into her own personal gaming account and I highly recommend you to follow her.

Forerunner Omega – Sal is a very talented artist. He does screenshots, custom Halo figures, toy photography and more.

The Halo Turtle – Katie features a variety of content from Gameplay to screenshots.

Msg.Lizzard – Liz is a badass cosplayer.

Stormy – Super sweet person. Cosplayer and other Halo content.


I hope I didn’t forget anyone. And remember this is only my opinion.

Since I am doing IG since 2013, I naturally picked the accounts that started with me, that I know for a long time. I have to admit that I don’t know many of the newer accounts. I just don’t spent as much time on IG anymore as I used to.

Regardless, I hope you found some inspiration on who to follow on Instagram and I will continue the Halo community series with cosplayers.


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